Sunday, January 18, 2015

Love is not a game : You lose, if you play by rules

Boy's Diary :


27 Feb 2015:


I love chatting with her. My writing skills comes really handy while chatting with her. It provides me some time along with a chance to think and come with witty replies. It is different game altogether contrast to when i talk to her face to face. She's very beautiful with vibrant smile and glowing face. She talks in this soothing and articulated manner. I behave like a fu****g school kid in front of her. I have to stop talking to her face to face, otherwise things won't go too far and I'll ruin everything. There is only one way to win her heart and that is through my writing skills. This is my only chance of getting her. So From now on there will be no face to face conversations, only chatting.

8 March 2015:


I did good by not talking to her much last week. I've been avoiding these face to face encounters as much as possible. I think she is interested in me and my strategy is working as she did approached me quite a few times last week and tried to get me into conversations. But I think I managed it quite well by cutting them short. On the other hand, I enjoyed chatting with her during this week and I was on a roll. I dominated each and every conversation we had and i really think she is really impressed with me. Now that I've got the required momentum, I should build upon that and sweep her off her feet in coming days.

19 March 2015:


She is not chatting much lately. Every time I ping her, either she doesn't reply or quit the chat early. It's almost like she doesn't want to chat with me. Few days back, it was all going so great. I don't know what went wrong after that. I think there's someone else in her life or may be she has lost interest in me. May be I'm not witty enough now. May be I've lost my charm, my magic. I can't handle this. I can't see her drifting away.I don't know what to do now. It's all hazy. Please help me God.

Girls diary :


28 Feb 2015 :


There is this guy I met recently in the office. Such a brilliant guy. On every topic he has a say. He  doesn't leave any topic. He writes and he writes beautifully. He maintains a blog. His poems are so aesthetic. When I chat with him i really have to use my brain most of the time. I behave like a school girl while chatting with him. But in face to face conversations I think I have an edge. He looks vulnerable while talking. I really have to stop chatting with him otherwise I will not be able to impress him. The only way I can impress him is through my looks. He looks intimidated by my looks every single time we have conversations. So from now on there are no chats only face to face talks.