Try "HOPE",it always works

Its my 1st blog and  i am starting it with my favourite topic and my biggest asset "HOPE".
For me hope and faith are synonyms,both are faces of the same coin.Hope is about having faith in my abilities,my actions,my destiny and believing that there is an almighty who is sitting there to guide me to success.Hope gives me courage to strive for whatever i want, doesn't matter how big it is,how far it is or "how much out of my reach it is".
2010 has been a great year for me..besides couple of very big incidents there are many short ones around to make me cherish this year..our( mine, Rahul and Ankur's joint venture)  coaching center was going great guns so we decided to do a "kirtan and Bhandara in navratre as celebration  for our success and to show our gratitude to God.
Everything was going really well till the incident of burglary took place at my house and my laptop, Nokia 5233 along with 2 other mobiles and some cash got stolen..whole world went dark for that moment,we were left horrified,devastated and baffled by the situation.
For a middle class family like ours it was a really huge blow. everything was turning terrible for us..police was not ready to file even F.I.R(forget about investigating about theft)..it was feeling like almighty was creating an conspiracy against us..every single human face was turning into a suspect..strangers started to look like they are laughing at me and my misery.My parents condition was even worse .chips were down and so i decided to drop the idea of kirtan and Bhandara and i can say with all the surety in the world that it was the moment when it struck me that i was being able to buy a good phone and laptop during doing college,my coaching center was still going good and above all no one from my family got hurt during that burglary incident and it was all because of God's grace.So it was just a matter of time till i 'll earn and save enough money to buy another laptop for myself..and then with huge amount of encouragement and support from my family,Ankur and Rahul we decided to arrange kirtan and Bhandra on scheduled date which was 17th October(Dussehera),despite being sad and resentful i had this little hope and faith that God is still on my side..
Despite being of age around 20 odds the trio of ours(me,Rahul and Ankur) finally managed to pull off the Bhandara and it was a huge success with election fever on its peak(which were to held on 26th October) lots of people with white outfits and black souls(and lots of black money too!!!) came upfront and sponsored our event and that noble cause ran for around 7 hours(much more longer than what we had expected)and with success of  the event i had this contention and satisfaction in my heart and was really grateful to God for bestowing me with such good friends and family..
I was more hopeful than ever and the very next day bought the Norman Lewis(one of the very satisfying investments i ever made),borrowed some books from Amit bhaiya and i was on my way to get things back on track again..everything went quite the same way for a month and then this day came..
24th November:-Birla Soft was coming for pool campus and i did not have shoes and even worst my C.V. was not ready.It was 7am in the morning,with my laptop got stolen i was running out of resources and hence i called saurabh and asked him to prepare a C.V. for me, he created my C.V. and met me in sec-37 and he was there for me till my written exam was over in the evening(didn't i say God bestowed me with one of best!!!),the shoe problem was solved by Rahul.
I cleared written exam,followed by successful completion of G.D. round and finally i was in the interview room in front of interviewer with Rahul's shoes,Vineet's tie and Prashant's overcoat on my body and my family's blessings on my mind.Interview went as expected with lots of hiccups,absence of nerves and superfluous smiling.Finally it was over and now i was due for results..
After 2 sleepless nights and a day full of anxiety,result was announced and "I made it", i was selected for the Birla Soft..my faith had paid off,hope has shown its relevance coz i was the 1st boy to be placed from my batch..it was the time to cherish every single moment in which i had ever hoped,to appreciate the fact that i watched the "shawshank redemption" and "pursuit of happiness",to show courtesy to God for providing me this moment..
I don't know whether i would grow as an entrepreneur or would work for years like slave for this corporate world but one thing i know for sure is that i will hope.Hope for having brighter and happier future.hope for giving parents the time of their lives,hope for putting smiles on my friend's faces.hope for  making this world a better place and whatever happens i'll keep my faith in myself  and God.I'LL HOPE.MORE THAN EVER.FOREVER

friends forever

I have read a lot in books and seen in movies about friends and I really had some good ones right from the beginning in form of Avinash, Saurabh, Anurag, Vivek and Nitin but what I experienced in 6 last month or so is surreal and am not been able to control this urge to write down something about friends..

Whenever the chips are down and going seems to get tougher, they are the force who helps you to keep going, when the world seems standing against you it feels really great to have them by your side all the time and whenever your self belief seems to be shaking they are the ones who helps you  to get it again in the right place ...

In this crappy world where people always forget your good work and remember you always by your last mistake, they are the ones who hold their trust in you and identify you by “what you are” and not by the “circumstances you are in”..When everybody else just looks at “what you did”, they are the ones who dare to think “why you did it” and that’s what justifies their faith in you.... Now I can understand why Socrates and Jesus sacrificed themselves...from where they derived the courage to die for their beliefs... it’s all because they were surrounded by the people who believed in them and when someone believes in you this strongly, it gives you the courage to stand tall and talk straight... 

Being with friends is the only time during which you can afford to become what you are...their sheer presence gives you the sense of comfort and sets you free from all the doubts you had about yourself and suddenly u begin to understand the meaning of “living in the present”..

In every person’s life love and friendship are two most desirable aspects...I haven’t experienced the love which I have seen in movies or read in novels yet but I can say with great surety that I have experienced friendship to its peak, I had never thought that someday somebody will back me so strongly, stand for me in every situation, believe in me and will make me feel special for what I am...I’ve got that somebody in the form of Toshu, Vineet, Prasahant, Sumit and Piyush..I’ll never forget the time I shared with these guys, how we used to come to coll. just to go to vineet’s room where all worries and problems  seem to disappear, how our group of 6 used to convert into of 10 with inclusion of Ajay, Anuj, Alok and Arun (vineet’s room mates) and how nobody wanted to leave, shared thoughts that nobody could have shared with anyone else, partying whole night and then those talks just before sleep and how can I forget those fights for getting their place to sleep....

College life is about to end but I don’t believe that I’ll get separated from these guys, they will always remain in my heart, I’ll see them in my each and every dream and would thank them for providing me such a great time, for providing me the days of my life, for making me believe that all those fairy tales about friends are not an exaggeration and most importantly for providing me my “ENTOURAGE”...

Mom-all my lovings 4 u..

I never needed a mother’s day to show my care, affection and love to her, I never miss a chance to show her how special she is to me...but today i’v got this special opportunity to show that how extra special she is to me....

 I born in churu (Rajasthan).At the time of birth I was weak and during 1^st 6 months I had more than my share of fevers and diseases...daddy and grandpaa were working in Noida at that time...so it was my grandmaa and my mom who took me to various child specialists but it was my mom who struggled a lot during that period..As I came to know later that during that period each of my uncles and aunties and even my grandparents were not sure whether it was worth struggling or not...but she  bear endless sufferings to make sure that I would not lose the life which she had given to me after so much of struggle and labor..Finally her faith and hard work paid off and now me living a healthy life all coz of her...

If someone needs some inspiration then he /she can draw inspiration from the simple fact that someone has gone through a lot of pain to bring them to this world so they should make this pain worth and make their life a success or at least think a million times before throwing it away..

I thank her for being there for me on all parents-teacher meetings when daddy was busy, for those tea that she made for me at midnight to help me awake, for taking care of all my stuff, thank her for being my first teacher, for listening to my stupid  stories carefully about how the day went in school, for being there in front of school with umbrella on rainy day,  for those infinite no. of sleeps I’ve got in her lap,  for making me believe that I m the most special boy in the world,  for praying for me all the time, for being such a support to daddy which helped him to keep going for so long, for giving me such a beautiful and caring sister and finally thanks to mom and dad to make home the safest and most comfortable place in the world.

On this esteem occasion I also want to thank my sister who has loved me like my mother, she has always bestowed me with all of her care and affection...even now when she has her own child, it’s not making any difference to her and she always showers her unconditional love on me...

love you mom,forever and ever...